Monday, August 19, 2013

This crazy life!

So if you have been reading my other posts you know that life has been a little crazy for our family these last few months! With dads heart and lung problems and moms blood and knee problems the world has been a roller coaster without the fun involved.

So the roller coaster continues, now my mom will have to have a knee replacement. And of course they scheduled this surgery for September 5 and right when I am planning my youngest sons 1st birthday party. So now its looking like mom may miss that blessed event and it makes us both sad. Also I start homeschooling Eli at this time and he has his first day of Co-op on the 9th of September. So I'm sad and nervous about all these things happening so fast and at the same time. As I was thinking about how much this sucks and that the timing is bad, the Lord really spoke to me, well more like slapped me in the face. He brought me back to Psalm 139 and Lamentations 3: 22-40. God is my portion and He is my hope in all things. He knows my wickedness yet He loves me still. There are so many out there who have it way worse than me and many that don't know the Lord and have no hope, because He is not in there hearts. I am so blessed that the Lord calls me His. So blessed that in the midst of this darkness He shows me light!

So all my prayer warrior friends out there please be in prayer for my family as we go through all these things. I know that the Lord is molding us for His good. Please pray that we don't loose sight of this wonderful thing, and that we let the Lord use it to sanctify us and bring us closer to Him.

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